I just flew home from visiting Scott at San Quentin. It was another bitter-sweet time of catching up. It is always so good to see him. Scott doesn't deserve to be there and it breaks my heart to leave him behind in that dark place. Visiting Scott is always a pendulum swing of emotions.
As a close family friend of the Petersons, I have had the privilege of visiting him consistently for the last 5 years. With over 200 hours of conversation face to face, my friendship with Scott has grown deeper.
The Scott I know is not the Scott that the media has portrayed. Contrary to popular belief, he has no hate in him. As a pastor and counselor, I have learned to see right through people. I have gained the ability to discern who someone really is on the inside. Scott and I have discussed just about every topic that I can think of, and I know who he really is. He is a good man that I am proud to be close to.
Scott loves his family. His first words when I see him are often "How is my mom?" He asks about each of his family members first because they are the most important people in his life. He loves Laci. He always speaks highly of her, bragging about her sweet spirit and her many abilities. At some point during every visit, Scott will tell a touching story about their love for each other and I am often brought to tears.
Scott is focused. I am inspired by his sole desire to bring justice to those that took Laci and Conner. He diligently pours over the evidence of his families murder and scours the thousands of documents from his previous court case, looking for more material for his appeal. He has confidence, not in himself, but in his team. He has a number of attorneys, investigators, family, and friends who have dedicated their life to assist his efforts. He is learning to manage all of us, dishing out tasks and responsibilities. I am proud to be on this team. Scott is so easy to serve because he is such a gracious man. He takes a genuine interest in the life of those he interacts with and he is incredibly thankful for the help of his friends. There are more supporters than you might think. He gets letters from new and on-going supporters every week and for this he is very grateful.
Although this tragedy has stripped him of his family and has ruined his name, it has not broken his spirit. He, in fact, has become much more of a man through these painful events. His character is stronger than ever. I am so proud of him and it is an honor to call him a friend.
Romans 5:3-5 (NLT)
We can rejoice, too, when we run into problems and trials, for we know that they help us develop endurance. And endurance develops strength of character, and character strengthens our confident hope of salvation. And this hope will not lead to disappointment.
Brooks